Rx Arrival

This HUGE box of medications arrived today. Jaime starts hers next week and they are pictured on the left... looks like I get the majority of the injectables - lucky me. There are a lot. A few weeks, though. ave to keep focused on the end result. Did I mention how much I HATE needles? I mean, in my line of work as a Registered Nurse, it is always better to give than receive. I just had to include this photo for you to see the packaging and the prescriptions and the folder of instructions - OMG!

There is just so much in the photo... can you believe all this to make a baby? It is amazing how medical science has brought us this far along...

I am home tonight just filled with tears and gratitude for what I have been blessed with thus far in my life. Of course, I don't disregard he trials and the extreme loss of my (too fabulous for words) daughter, Jacque. I am just so blessed. I think of my cousin Tammy, who along with her husband Eric has been trying different fertility treatments for years to finally be attempting adoption. I pray for her to be blessed with a child, as I have been blessed twice prior and about to be granted my deepest wish and desire once again, thanks to the generosity of Jeff's baby sister.

I was telling mom how I don't know that Jaime can truly understand the magnitude of the gratitude Jeff and I have for this incredible gift. I know she knows it is appreciated and that we wouldn't have it without her, but to really know what a precious and fragile gift a child is and our gratefulness,our love, our depth and strength of emotion associated with this gift. It is Remarkable. Again, lack of words - overwhelming emotion. Just another update on the journey, this process feels very cleansing and helpful... and I know that my sisters want a front row seat - AGAIN - QUIT ASKING FOR TWINS - for Jaime's sake, if nothing else... think of the birthing!!! LOL! XOXOX